Thoughts at night

I've passed my bed time, and I find it hard to sleep now.
maybe write about recent feelings

I have learnt that my heart is very very deceitful.
It wants different things everyday, and if I were to follow it, it would take me too far away from where I need or want to be.
it is a raging bull that has no purpose or direction or control.
storming to everything that enrages or catches its attention be it only a red blanket.
why should I listen to it and run through many red blankets?
I should not listen to it that way.
It is the peace of God that will guard it!

Should I keep it? When I think during the clear day, the answer is no.
So then I try to let go, really try to let go, but at the end of the day when night comes all I want to do it keep it with me.
I pray about it, go ahead with whatever I am doing, and I have the peace of God with me always.
I will trust in God, and not my heart.