Jealousy is a very strong emotion, and emotion only.
It is closely followed by anger and depression, and is centered around my selfishness.
Jealousy sets my imagination free. It subtracts my logic, and allows a school of negative thought to swim through my head.
so I sit there going through them, and I find myself getting angrier and angrier after each thought.
before I blow up, my anger transforms into depression.
My inability to keep what I was afraid of loosing.
I don't like being jealous.
but it always seems to get the better of me.
I need to trust more, and ask for more faith
Love is not Jealous said the Lord.
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